the view from melancholia

phew..what a year that has been. 2007. with all its trials and tribulations. in a way i'm glad i'm getting far from it day in and day out. circa 2007 the romanticism of the search of truth and all..and how it all lays and looks today, i wonder. wasnt the search for truth supposed to be every man's passion? well i sure had mine and after having watched it a close quarter, sure drove the shit out of me. read it someplace that "Love of the truth puts you on the spot". enter suffering..is it all there it to it or the rollercoaster still has a long way before to go before the ride comes to a smooth slow stop? who knows..surely but when the bottom falls out and you dont have anything to grasp, it hurts like hell. the reasons of my life just breezed away and still am clueless as to what hit me. Pria and Neepa. the most important people to me have decided to call it a day and think that aryan and i can hang out on our own. weren't they like the closest things to perfection? then why does it happen that they leave us in the spot? questions, questions, a whole lot of them and no one to answer them. But aryan and i plan to grasp this one and take it head on. can we take this as  the most precious oppurtunity since this is a juncture where we think we cant handle whatever's happening to us. is this the beginning of growing up?